April 2012
I’m just going to sit there and wait. We may not be talking, but I know our feelings won’t fade away so easily. Giving you the time to realize how much we meant to each other. Feelings isn’t something you can control. No matter how hard you try, you wont be able to come out of our circle. If you can forget me that easily, I might as well just let you go cause your feelings wasn’t strong enough to hold onto us. Let’s just see this as a.. test? See if we can overcome it. To me, baby you’re just lost and frighten to depend on me. You might have lost track of my traces but I am still here, waiting for you..
Can we cuddle?
In just our underwear, so our skin can touch? Can I hold you while you wrap yourself around me? I’ll play with your hair and drag my fingertips across your skin. I’ll peck at your neck while you giggle and tell me to stop. We could whisper sweet things to each other over pillows that no one could hear. We’d just stare in each others eyes until a smile cracked the silence of our lips…..would you fall in love with me for the night?
then we end up fucking.. LOLjk.
AHAHAH ^
It's a shitty ass feeling waking up missing someone everyday.
I'll risk myself being hurt again just for you.
Why can't I just fall asleep ffs.
I'm checking up on you. Just to see how your life has been, because I'm not sure if you're going to reply to me if I ever asked you.
“I don’t just want your heart. I want your flesh, your skin and blood and bones, your voice, your thoughts, your pulse and most of all your fingerprints, everywhere.”
—Isobel Thrilling (via missxdanielle)
I wish so many things didn’t happen,
Wish I haven’t become a crackhead,
Wish I was still her priority,
Wish I didn’t have to change plans about the future,
Wish we didn’t have to be driven apart.
But most importantly, wish you could give us a chance.
There's no solution to my life.
I feel like there’s no one else to rely now.. Like as if I am on my own.. officially.
There’s no way things can turn back to the way It used to be.. cause you don’t have faith in me anymore. You don’t want to put effort and trust in us anymore. I don’t even know who I really can rely on anymore.. You? Someone I just met? Friends? School? i dnno, you tell me.
Even when I try, things never go out well.
Trusting you is my decision. Proving me right is yours.
Go after her.
Don’t let her go. When she tries to walk away from you, grab her. Hug her like no else would, make her feel secure in your arms. When you miss her, text her. Start the conversation to let her know that you want to talk to her. Show your love for her unconditionally. Don’t let anyone else have her. There’s no other girl out there just like her, she’s special. Chase her.
wooo haven’t sleep.
my mind is blown`
